For as long as I can remember I would pray to God to make me a better person, mother, sister, daughter and now wife. My journey felt like forever and it felt so-so hard. It was like walking in the dark, not knowing where I was going and not knowing when that part of my journey would end. Till this day God always amazes me, from what I can remember, He has always answered my prayers. The Lord works in mysterious ways so I don't even know when this part of my journey started. Maybe I was born…

Today I met a kindred spirit and her name is Priestess. I felt normal talking to her, it was so refreshing. I am so happy, a little gift of surprise right when I needed it. The meeting reminded me of all the wonderful things in life. I feel so in tuned with life, I feel the love there, the protection. And the warmth that is always there. Please forgive me for losing myself, for being so hard on myself. My body that is my best friend that will always be here with me during this life's journey.…

I just got done with my neuro feedback session and it was the 2nd time she mentioned sensory regulation. This time the bell rang louder and something clicked inside of me. It makes sense now. The odd feeling that I was different- am different. Our bodies are amazing, I self cooed and didn't even realize what I was doing. I'm sad to say I wasn't kind to myself at all. It was almost like my body did everything it could to win my affections but nothing was ever good enough. I wasn't…

I like you because you are not normal. You are different and there are some people who will label you as an outcast. But not I, to me, you are not an outcast...but an inspiration. I like you because your 'normal' is not society's normal. Your normal is unique to you and only you. Your normal gives you the will to work your hardest and be your best. Watching you and interacting with you reminds me of the movie Gattaca. You continue to be you while others continue to try and be normal. I like…

I have no idea how this blogging thing works but with COVID-19 in full effect, I figured I can interact with everyone via the web. I wanted to open this platform so people have a forum to come together and share their thoughts, ideas and stories. No trolling or judging please, this is a friendly forum-kind of like a block party that never ends and folks can get together. So if anyone has any ideas on how to improve the forum please feel free to share! :)…